I’m incredibly bummed out. By YOU!

Is it too bad to wish for some people to be better than they are?

Hey I’m still alive and breathing. Hurray me. Hoping to keep this uplifted spirit to get me going for the rest of the year. Problems come and go. Acceptance frees us from them.

Sometimes I want to quit life, but I’d just think to myself that until I’m alive, there’s hope. 

I’m pathetic, miserable and very, very sad. I hope someone would take time to comfort me. I feel like losing all the time. 

New Year’s Resolution

To be good, and be happier and even more thankful. To be more positive about life, and to be a better person. 

I’d like to spend the New Year’s Eve at a foreign place someday. Hm…

Paskong pasko umiiyak ako. Haha baliw. This never happened before. It’s so sad. Honestly, hindi ko maramdaman ang pagmamahal mo. I feel you’re getting tired of me. Hay. Kung alam mo lang. 

I feel selfish, sarili ko lang iniisip ko, sadness lang ang nakikita ko instead of remembering how God gave Jesus to us to save the world from our sins. I feel bad:(

It’s Christmas

Wishing a happy and warm Christmas to all. This is year falls under my lonely Christmases. Not because I didn’t get any, I really won’t mind at all, but, because I have so many realizations. I pray that I would find Joy from God which is the root of all the festivities, and not with any material things, let alone, people around me. Truth is, it’s lonely because I missed so many people in my life this year. I feel sad not being able to give as much, or not being able to spend this season with a few of my family, and lastly, the thought that after 3 Christmases of having a non-catholic boyfriend, and not minding not getting to spend it with him, this year really made me feel the absence. I don’t know why. Hay ang gulo ko.